lemonade

see the gap
listen to the story
speak in the tone
feel the difference..

it doesn't feel right.
not that good.
a bit sour and bitter.

心

心，不自觉的揪了一下。
两条平行线是不可能交错的。
遇到了很多人，都问了我一样的问题，我只是笑了笑。
在他们看来，一切都没有变。
当初的我也以为一切一如往常，但它还是发生了。
没预料到的，不代表不会发生。
死抓着不放，是于事无补的。
放下，是不容易，但不是做不到。
我需要多少时间呢？
至少，我心里不再觉得那么的沉重。
至少，我能打从心里微笑。
明天会更好！=）

jiayou!

i have submitted my application form for SALP!i really hope that i can get in!have been wanting to join it since last year but i was not eligible to apply for it since i was in my first year.i think it will definitely b a good+great+awesome+fantastic+superb experience!i finally took my first step applying for it!i m happy to get it done n send in the form.let's pray that i will receive an email in week 5.=D

it's time for revision!i m a bit left behind in probability.have to catch up asap!more assignments r coming up.2 group assignments and 1 individual assignment.. i like my group members for both OB and FM!guess we will get pretty close after finishing these assignments.hope everything will go on smoothly.=)

i think i should finish my last tutorial question n go to bed asap!i didn't rest well for the last few weeks.have been quite busy since the beginning of the semester.not to mention the pressure caused by my unstable emotion.i really need to replenish the sleeping hours that i have lost so that i won't feel so tired.nitez.

shining like a star

i feel relieved today.feel like the burden in my heart is no longer there.the stone has been moved away.don't ask me why or how did i manage to do that,it just happened last night when it struck me like a lightning. i heard a sound "bannggg~" and everything in my mind became clear.you don't deserve it.and i don't deserve it.i deserve a good life surrounded by joy and love.

thanks to my dear family and friends.i know there are many people who truly care about me.although we seldom meet each other,i can feel the love.distance doesn't make us far apart.seldom keeping in touch doesn't mean that we are not close.if someone can sense something happen on you merely from a few words or sentences,this shows how well they know you.if someone is willing to spend their precious time talking to you even if they are busy or during midnight,this shows how much they care about you.i m grateful for everything i have.thank you guys. ♥

if you really know me well,i bet you know that i don't give up easily.i am always determined in whatever i want to do.i was once very determined in working hard to maintain it and willing to solve all the problems no matter how hard it was just to make everything better.but now,let me tell you,i m determined to get over it and start a completely new life.i can do it,i m doing it,n i will manage to do it.people,don't worry about me.watch me shining like a star in the sky!