holiday

Here's the update about my life!

Exam is finally over on last Thursday,which means no more staying up late to study,no more staying in the library from the morning until night!Yay yay!:D

So first activity after the exam was the after exam party at Zeying's place.The theme was pyjamas so everyone wore the pyjamas to the party!We played poker,mahjong and some drinking games.It was a fabulous night and I stayed over at her place.I didn't get to stay up for the whole night but a few of them managed to play mahjong for the WHOLE night!!How could they do that after drinking so much?Gosh,unbelievable!Anyway,here are some pictures taken on that night.I realised that only the friends of the album owner manage to see the album on facebook so I will just post a few of them here!

FOOD!


my lemon cake!






Mahjong people


and poker!

I have quite a few plans for the coming up week so I am pretty sure next week will be a busy one.A few friends will come to Melbourne so I will bring them around.I have some hanging out plans with friends too.Yay!Happy yippee!But I know that after next week I will be pretty bored.So does anyone want to ask me out?Haha.Anyway,have a good break!We deserve a relaxing one after studying so hard for a semester!Good night!

exam

Done with 3 papers!The last paper is Probability on the next Thursday.One week before the paper,I must make good use of it!Study hard!I should go to bed now.Slept at 4am is not fun,especially if you have been staying up until 3am recently.I am damn tired now.Good night!

ambivalence

All right,I am officially 20 now.20 years..and this year can seriously be considered as one of the most memorable one.Don't misunderstand that it's all because of the sad incident that happened.It's more than that.

When I was 18,I went overseas and that's my very first time learning how to take care of myself,how to talk to strangers and make friends with them.I became independent,I realised how blissful to have family by my side taking care of me,I realised how much I love my family and friends back in Malaysia.I came to a place which is totally different from Malaysia.I stayed out of my comfort zone and gained a totally new experience.I got to know many friends from different countries,and lucky enough to know a gang of good friends from college.I remember how much fun I had with the college friends,broke the curfew,hanged out together as a big group everyday.I met Elvin and I started to learn how to get along with someone I love other than my family.I finally decided on the pathway I want to go and chose the future I want.18,a new stage of my life.

Now,I am 20 years old.I am still in Melbourne.I am a second year uni student.I am half way through my degree.I am enjoying uni life.I am doing things I love and joining SALP is definitely one of the best part of my uni life.I got to know many wonderful people.Just like what Jalene said,from wearing specs to contact lenses,from college to uni,from this to that bla bla bla,I have grown up.I dare not to say that I know a lot of things but I am learning.I listen to advices and opinions from those who are more experienced.I continue exploring the world,knowing more people,making more friends.I learn to pick up myself.I understand how my family and friends love me.I went through a hard time at the beginning of the semester,perhaps not completely fine yet,but I don't hate anyone or anything for that to happen.Everything happens for a reason.There are both positive and negative sides over anything.So which side should I take?We know the answer,don't we?For me,it's important that we don't regret over any decisions we made.I always tell myself,think twice before doing anything.Life is not a tape which can be played back or paused.So don't let yourself have the chance of regretting over anything.And I am glad that I don't regret over any of my decisions so far,no matter it's coming overseas,studying in Melbourne uni,doing actuarial studies,or got into a relationship with him.

For everyone I have ever met,for everything which has ever happened,no matter it's good or bad,thanks for making me a better person.
For people who love me,thanks for caring and supporting me all the time.
For people who have ever hurt me,thanks for teaching me how to be strong enough to face the challenges in life.
For all the good incidents which have occurred in my life,thanks for teaching me that life is still good and never stop hoping for something great.
For all the sadness I have ever faced,thanks for telling me that people need to go through up and downs in life.
For myself,thanks for being who you are.

it's gone

Ok,I folded it into half and threw it into the rubbish bin.After folding it into half,there is a line on it.There is no way I can make it go away.Many things in life are like this.There is no way we can make the crack or scar disappear.It exists forever no matter how hard we try to rub it away.So,why not we just put it down,let it go and start a new one?

struggle

Sorry but you are not welcomed.Please get out of my mind now,thank you!I need a lot of space for Business Finance and Financial Mathematics!

People tend to make assumptions before they know about the truth.Don't do it my dear.Don't.Time is gonna prove everything.It will.

good news!

GOOD NEWS!

My SALP group got the Knowledge Transfer grant!!I am super duper happy and excited to know the news!All our hard work is worth while.The effort we put in writing the proposal,talking to the academic supervisor,the staff,the hospital etc does not go into drains.ALG 15,I am really so proud of you!We are really a good group,aren't we? :)

Tonight is another joyful night,full with laughter and fun.I seldom say this to you guys in person,hopefully you will able to read this.

Ruru,Hong Hong,Lion and Decai,
Thanks so much for making my everyday filled with fun and love.♥
Thanks for cheering me up whenever I am sad.♥
Thanks for being so caring all the time.♥
Thanks for taking care of me.♥
Thanks for everything. ♥

happy!

I am getting happier everyday.There is always a reason for me to be so happy every single day,until I ask myself "why are you so happy again?".Haha..oh well,I am just HAPPY!!I guess June is really a good month!Woohoo..! =D

This is gonna be a post with most pictures so far.I received my birthday card from my parents today!Oh well,it's not a surprise.My mum has already told me that they would send me a card and present.Yet,I am still very happy when I received them.It's the sincerity that counts!








♥♥♥Thanks daddy and mummy.Although you didn't write much on the card and the card looks like a report being signed by the parents(LOL),but I still love it!It's not the amount of money that matters,it's the love and care that touch me.♥♥♥

I bumped into the supervisor from TOAB,Innocent,last night.He is still that friendly and we stopped by to talk for a while.It's really great to know that he is graduating in June/July this year!Wish him all the best and hopefully I get to bump into him again.It's really great to talk to him as he is a very nice guy.My mood became even better after talking to him last night.I don't know why but I became happier after that.Haha.

Life could be so simple that every single thing in life is able to cheer me up.Be contented and cherish what you have.You will realise it's not that hard to be a cheerful person everyday!

Battle started!

I am nervous.I mean I really do.I finally started to feel the exam pressure yesterday,which I think is really good in forcing me to be productive.

All theories are in my head now.I hope I can apply them accurately to the case study tomorrow.I hope I will answer the questions correctly by getting all the points and providing a clear evaluation.I have sat for so many exams throughout my entire life and I am STILL nervous as usual.I guess this is just me.Haha..Something which can't be changed.Anyway,good luck guys!All the best and hope all of us can pass the exams with flying colours!

roller coaster

I started the whole day with a perfect mood.

I was extremely happy and excited in the evening.

And now,I am in a very bad mood.

Misunderstandings happened at the very wrong time between the wrong people.It concerns me when it happens between people who I love and care the most.Let's just sit down and have an open communication.

not at all

Folders deleted.
Recycle bin emptied.
But have I removed everything from my heart?

I don't understand why it hits me out of a sudden.
I have no idea what has gone wrong.
I am totally clueless about why and how it could happen.

I asked myself:You are doing well,aren't you?
I answered:Yes,I am doing great.

I asked myself:Do you care about it?
I answered:Not really.

I asked myself:So why did you break down?
I answered:I don't know.

I asked myself:Is that because you are sad?
I answered:I have no idea.

I asked myself:What the hell has gone wrong??
I answered:I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!

Please leave me alone.I have had enough of it.