Thursday, November 25, 2010

Wrap up

2010 is almost over!

Recall what have happened in the entire year,I realised how my life has been turned upside down with everything became a mess this year.I think I should really use the upcoming 3 months summer holiday to get things organised and get them back on track.Thanks to my dear family and friends,especially the actuarial gang,who are there for me all the time no matter I am happy or sad,helping me whenever I have any problems,esp in studies.I can't imagine how bad and messy my life would be without every single one of you.Thanks. :)

It's time to pack up and move on to a completely new year.I guess it's pretty much time for me to do that now.I would go for it once a decision has been made.It is just a habit to see it sitting there without any practical "use" or "meaning".It is time for it to go.I will force myself to do it at the end.I will.I just want to get it done before going back to home,and hopefully it symbolizes the beginning of something new.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Energy

I am stronger when I am alone.

More determined and tougher.

Yes,it is definitely true.

Less tears,more persistence.

That is me.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Lull before the storm

You have NO control over me.

Please be aware that there is a slight difference between concern and control.I know you care about me but I don't think it is an appropriate way to express your concern.Once you cross over the boundary,my response to your so-called "care" will be pretty bad.Please please please understand that you are in no position to rule over me.There are always unstated rules in every relationship,and the rules change as people know each other better.But hey,I doubt that we are in a relationship that gives you the right to control me in any way.I do not want others to think that there is something going on between us when nothing has happened.I hope you can notice what has gone wrong and change your behaviour before I make everything clear with you.I know that once I step up,the situation becomes awkward and it is something that I really want to avoid.I do not want to cause any misunderstandings,any confusions,anything that will hurt you at the end so let's just make it clear that the current status is the upper bound for us and nothing beyond that will ever happen.Trust me,that's what I say,as that's how I feel.