thanks a lot

Thanks for the cupcakes.
Thanks for cheering me up.
Thanks for the dinner.
Thanks for the call.
Thanks for the messages.

Most importantly,
thanks for your sincere care and concern.

backspace

I am an idiot who stay up because of this.This is the last time.Last one.Please stop haunting me with the memories.

skype

I just finished skype-ing with the group of friends for one and a half hour.I am happy!I seriously wish that I were there in Malacca with them now.Talking with them,laughing for nothing,even just talking about crap..it cheers me up.I miss everyone of you,especially during this time.I want to fly back to Malaysia now!Anyway,I am glad for being able to see and talk to them tonight.Knowing there is a group of friends supporting me back home is my motivation to face all challenges.Enjoy the last night in Malacca and have a safe trip back to home tomorrow!♥


You have seen it,you have heard it,you have done well so far.Be strong,stay still,just take it as trivia.Stop thinking,stop guessing,stop assuming.Remember it.

complication

Sometimes,situations just don't get any better when people by all means try to make them better.It's beyond our control to avoid an incident from happening because we do not have complete control over it.There are certain individuals who always want to make the situation more complicated.It's complicated ENOUGH.I do not appreciate you to make it worse.Why can't you just keep quiet and stand aside?It's none of your business!It's not a good timing for that to happen now.I do not want to think about it,I am not prepared for it,and I hope no one will bring the issue out anytime before the exams are over.You know what will happen if the issue is raised,don't you?Not only one or two are affected.So,please just leave us alone,please do not comment on anything.

I do not want to see 2 close buddies becoming enemies.It's a big NO NO for me.So what should I do to avoid that?Please,it's not worth it.NO WAY!I really hope that things will back to normal asap.Please understand that I want nothing more than that at the moment.

compass

I am lost now.Where should I start?What should I do first?I need a compass to show me the direction to get out of here.

summary

so here's the summary of my life recently.

I spent most of my time in uni nowadays,studying probability.Exam is coming soon but I am so not prepared for it.I should really work hard so that I won't fail the exams.Thanks to friends who are so helpful and willing to spend their time teaching me.Although I know you won't be able to read this,I still want to say I appreciate it. :)

So,it's melvin's 21st birthday yesterday!It was really a fun and awesome birthday celebration last night.All of us had fun and I believe everyone had a really great time having dinner together and singing k.2 hours of karaoke is definitely not enough for us!But we had class on the next day so we couldn't stay until too late.But all of us are really glad that the birthday boy loves the surprises we prepared very much!

Oh well,2 days without revisions mean that it's time to hardcore starting from tonight!So many works need to be done.Time management is important!I should make a timetable and make sure I follow it properly.Oh wait,how can I forget to mention SALP?My group is progressing pretty well.We are applying for a grant which is due on this Friday.Have been quite busy with the proposal these few days.Gonna go to check out the prices for the equipments tomorrow!Although it makes me busy,I believe that it's worthwhile spending my time on it because I know our project is definitely a good one for kids.

To my family,thanks for being so supportive.
To my friends,thanks for always be there to care about me.

yay

I am feeling good because I made it!What I heard yesterday from the tea meditation is very inspiring.It is just like tea tasting.I will bear that in mind.

nothing

I didn't realise I look unhappy until my family asked me what's wrong with me for a couple of times just now.Then I realised I am actually not very happy.hahaha..Gosh..What am I talking about?I didn't know that I am not happy until people told me that??This is not a logical statement.Oh well,I am not unhappy.I am just not happy.I am neither happy nor unhappy.Bah!I just can't explain it.Anyway,I am not sad or anything.I am fine so don't worry!=)

a short break

i can really feel that my body's alarm is giving off warning.something has gone wrong.not a very good sign.i should rest more.seriously,i should stop staying up everyday until 2am or even later than that.


i have totally forgotten that there are such files in my laptop until i accidentally clicked on it just now.they were special.and i can tell the difference between the past and present.

calm

1 2 3 4 5..

at least there is voice..

there is no tears and we smile!


oh well..i know that everyone will find this post doesn't make sense at all.i do not know why i want to write it in this way but i guess this is my special way of expressing it.you guys can just take this as a random post and ignore it.haha..good night!