Scars never heal

Do you truly know what you have given up, how destructive the impacts are and how serious the consequence is? Confusion is never a good reason. In fact, I don't think it is a legit one. Things were once perfect but you risked this fragile happiness and ruined everything within a minute. You bear what you do. Time to grow up, be a mature person and face the reality. You put a family, your lover, your great future and possibly lifetime happiness at risk. Disappointment and heartbroken can't fully describe the feeling.