Monday, May 16, 2011

Bosom Friend

I know it will happen sooner or later but I didn't expect it to come so quickly.Checked my email after I woke up in the morning today.While I was happily lying in bed,I saw an invitation to a rather strange event.First reaction-went on Facebook to check what's going on.I was shocked but it is not hard to guess the reason behind it.

Hmm..What should I say?No idea.
How should I feel?Not too sure.
Am I happy?I think so.
Am I sad?No doubt.
Am I worried?A little bit.

YOU always occupy a space,the very special spot,deep in my heart.
YOU are the one whom I talk to when I am happy,excited,sad,disappointed,angry,pissed off etc.
YOU are someone,whom I can be really straightforward and honest with,without worrying saying something that might offend you,when my opinions are asked for.
YOU have seen me breaking into tears,crying like a baby,just because of a washing machine.

YOU are a loyal and reliable friend,who is willing to give 101% to your friends,although what you receive in return is always less than that.
YOU are determined in achieving your goal,no matter how tough and challenging it is.
YOU appear to be tough and strong,when your heart is as fragile as glass.
YOU are such an emo girl,who pretends to be happy,when your heart is torn apart.

YOU are my best friend,always and forever.
YOU are the best welcome gift I could ever receive when I first arrived Melbourne.

Please take good care of yourself.Never ever forget what is written in the birthday card.There is no expiry date for our friendship,and I am sure it will last forever.

All the best,qing ai de.Good luck in your future endeavors.The road in the future might be bumpy and rocky with obstacles,but remember let nothing stop you from marching forward bravely.With your head held high,with patience and perseverance,with our supports and love,with confidence and passion,you will attain what you want,the dream that have been longing for.Go for it,work hard for your dream.♥

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Decipherable or not?

You move forward,hoping to find the best.

While looking for the answer,have you ever thought of the possibility for it to exist?

Perhaps you can never find the best,but only the good enough,because you will eventually stop searching for the answer when you believe that it is good enough and nothing will be better than that.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Melancholy

It was a night which we didn't do much,other than eating,taking photos,talking about Obama/Osama,making fun of each other and playing balloons.

3.5 years ago,we met and the friendship developed.We were new to the country,explored Melbourne together,studied in the 10-floor building,broke many,if not all,rules set in the hostel.We have been through the homesick period,time when we were indecisive of the course to apply in the university,moved out of the college,transition to the university.

3.5 years later,at a night at Tiffany's house,we sat together,talked about the course that we are doing now,calling Joseph as a "lawyer",Daryl as a "doctor",the plan after graduation,and a bit of the past.I found it amazing,just like everyone has grown up from a child to an adult.The journey that we've been through together,being there for each other,it touches my heart.Although I have to admit,reluctantly,that we did fall apart and aren't as close as how we used to be last time,I am glad that at least we still hang out once in a while.The thought of May would be the last time for us to hang out as a group with everyone's presence upsets me a lot. Once one of us leaves Melbourne,the group will no longer be complete.The worst is when not just one,but two,are leaving.

Tonight supposed to be a happy night with lots of laughter.Yet,I can't help but to think about the last gathering that we will have in May.And yes,it is a good tears inducer.